I received a message this morning that stated: Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too was a gift.
I though how freaking true is that!! I immediately thought of my “dark period” in my own life and all the lessons I received. I reflected over the law of polarity and how well I got schooled in that class and how thankful I am for that class.
My mom once told me her own experience with this box of darkness. She physically brought in a beautiful box that had perfect creases, two sided tape so you didn’t see the tape marks and a bow that was also perfect. She then stated “everything in that box is bullshit” she went as far as to gather a pile of cow shit to put in the box. Her life as she knew it, on the outside, was perfect in every way. The outside persona that everyone viewed saw it as a great life, fun, adventurous and filled with laughter. On the inside it was filled with lies, hurt and pain. Her picking a box and wrapping it beautiful symbolized all that it was supposed to be. The cow shit on the inside was the ugly truth, the betrayal, the pain. She stayed you can wrap it in any color, make the box as big or small as you want and put whatever color bow on it you want. In the end on the inside is the truth, and that will always come out.
To me now, after the law of polarity, and some other universal laws, I see it a little more clearly. To me what’s inside that box is our dreams, our goals, our desires. It’s no longer darkness for me in my life. It’s my own wants that I haven’t achieved yet. Placed safely, nice and neat inside that box. The box itself holding my dreams are the excuses, the lies and limits I Place upon myself everyday. What I chose to do each day either opens that box or keeps it shut and wrapped up in pretty paper. Our excuses can wrap up our desires and goals and if they are good enough they are pretty in our mind (justified) and we don’t want to tear pretty wrapping paper. So we put it on a shelf to look at each day. Admiring how beautiful the paper is, how it goes with our decor in our office or home. But then we get that urge again to want our desire more than the pretty box sitting there untouched. Our desire to achieve our goals!!
So I ask you. Will you open up your box or leave it sitting there? Will you clear out your bullshit and tear off that wrapping paper or will you leave it there to sit another day?
Freaking tear that paper up!! Tear up all the excuses, the lies, the fears, tear it all up then look at it in pieces all around your box!! Now you are left with the brown or white box, open it up and farce what’s inside. Process it, work through the goals or steps to achieve what it is you want!! Want happiness? Feel it. Want a healthier version of you? Do it!! Want more money? Increase your wealth consciousness. Just freaking do it!! It’s only ever dark when you continue to allow darkness. You can’t have light and dark at the same time. (Polarity) shine some light into that box, thank it for all the reasons it has been sealed for so long and go for it!! Love your life!! Live it, you only have one so go for those dreams, joy and love!! You deserve it and no one has the power or right to try to make you live life the way they want you too!! It’s your life, they have their own 😊
Open your box, stop waiting and go for it 💖